Fighter or Loser: Your Choice

Isn't it so easy to have a thought of leaving everything or at least anything you want to, when it becomes little hard-to-handle? It further becomes easier when you have the idea of trying hands in every field; (more the hypothetical idea, more promisingly real it seems). I dont know about others (thats a different story that I barely do, given the habit of avoiding people), but as for me, I can certainly assure it seems way too promising and satiating than almost anything else.

There's, more than the pleasure, immense relief, in letting the pain and quiet a bit of torment you're feeling, to let go. And on the other hand, holding on, might even seem suffocating. To be honest, to me, it does many a times, and almost always tormenting until, (I'll come to the 'until' part later)...

The thing here is, mostly our unwillingness. The unwillingness to either do that specific thing or doing anything at all. And obviously you can't develop your interest or willingness into anything out of the blue; maybe some can, but most of us cant; I can't. And I'm not at all ashamed to show my incapability because despite all, I still come out of every adverse situation 'triumphant'.

Yes, I do.
It is only suffocating and tormenting until I, before even acting my way out of it, just hypothetically visualise and feel the "most satisfying" feeling ever. The vision of coming out of such an adverse situation, "victorious". Merely the thought of it is way more promising than that of escaping or leaving or running cowardly away. The thought of having no desire, no willingness whatsoever, and still fighting it on, bravely, without cowardly giving up and with all the might you have and envisioning yourself the other side, (maybe tattered) but proudly VICTORIOUS.

After all, when you know even escaping might injure you, better to get injured bravely, in the fight, fighting, not escaping. So even if u lose, it will be as a warior, a fighter and of valour. And the Victory, will be One of its Kind; of a true fighter, brave soul warrior and a winner; someone who "Never gives up", no matter what.
However, in the End, "who you want to be?", the choice is entirely yours...